fucking feel like a mother fucking piece of shit.

why the FUCK is it so hard for my boyfriend to see me?

he needs to sort out his priorities.

he puts gym, friends and college before me.

college fair dos.

but what the fuck

i ask to see him for an evening and a day

and he cancels

and i end up only spending a couple of hours not even with him alone tomorrrow.

 yet

he can see his stupid fucking dumb slut friend he knows i hate for two days and a night.

he said hes doing his assigments which he had all fucking day to do

and all last week when he saw his friend every day.